Reincarnated As The Villainess's Son

Chapter 382  [Wedding By Blood] [34]

[Elijah's POV]

Was I good at anything?

I've always wondered about it.

Since I was a child, there hasn't been a single moment where I didn't feel like I was lacking.

Compared to everyone around me, I have nothing to boast or show.

I may be good at one thing, but there are thousands better than me.

"Since the start, I was your average man."

And I was happy with it.

Even though my mind wandered many times towards how I should take my revenge.

I still tried my best to stop myself from shedding the blood of my own.

"…Would killing change anything?"

Maybe.

Maybe I would feel better.

Experience happiness like never before.

Maybe it would all happen at once.

"…And that terrifies me."

I've convinced myself that I don't deserve too much power.

Would I be able to control myself if I had it?

What would stop me from committing a massacre?

Taking everything for myself?

And…

As I stared at the glowing orb in front of me, I couldn't help but wonder:

"…Would I lose myself if I wield this power?"

Become something I never wanted to be.

"I don't know."

The world around me started to crumble slowly.

My eyes still locked on the glowing orb.

Ah.

Am I thinking too much?

Everyone will die if I don't accept it now.

And—.

"I have a brother who will stop me if I go too far."

I slowly moved my hand toward the orb.

"I don't need to be doubtful to make excuses."

My hand started to submerge into the orb.

"Nor be arrogant to feel lost."

The world around me crumbled.

"I just need to be enough."

A surge of incredible power rushed through my body as if I had been reborn.