You said you hated men, why are your eyes now full of love?

Ruan Qingqing leaned her entire back against the door, her chest rising and falling with rapid breaths. Her mind was filled with the image of Ji Mu after he took off his glasses. It felt like it had been etched into her memory, impossible to erase.

No one could turn away and forget that overly handsome face after seeing it. His natural charm was undeniable, something gifted by the heavens. Losing her composure was only natural.

But no matter how much she lost herself, this reaction was...

She slowly raised her hands to her burning cheeks. The heat was unmistakable, and a thin layer of moisture clung to her fingertips. Whether it was sweat or something else, she wasn't sure. The damp fabric against her skin only added to her distraction.

She had always believed she had no interest in men. If she wanted to, she could have gone on dates with a different handsome man every day. Many had pursued her, some from wealthy backgrounds, offering generous conditions for relationships she had no interest in.

But in the face of their affections, she had felt nothing but resistance and disgust.

The body cannot lie.

When she felt a physiological aversion to getting close to men, Ruan Qingqing understood... She might never have an intimate relationship with anyone in her lifetime.

Originally, she had resigned herself to a lonely old age. The burdens of life and the difficulties of her studies were already suffocating her. Combined with various external factors, the possibility of romance had been further eliminated.

But what Ruan Qingqing didn't expect was... Her firm beliefs turned into a joke after she met one boy. Reflecting on her nightly indulgences of the past few days, she could only describe them as decadent. Her indulgent and hedonistic behavior was far from the disciplined and orderly life she used to lead.

The physical rejection she had always experienced was gone. With Ji Mu, everything was different. This realization shook her. Was her self-control slipping?

Sunlight filtered through the dust, casting a soft glow across the bathroom. The white shower curtain swayed gently as if sweeping away the darkness.

The girl shook her head.

No.

Her self-control hadn't weakened.

It was just... it only happened when it came to Ji Mu.

This wasn't instinct or simple attraction. This was... a stirring from the depths of her soul. It was like drinking sweet nectar, intoxicating, inescapable. It was longing, day and night, like tides of desire. It was also the only one in this life.

Ruan Qingqing closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

With her thoughts clear, a feeling of relaxation spread through her body.

Why should I deceive myself? As long as I'm happy, the rest can be left to karma.

Ji Mu's words echoed in her mind: As long as you're happy...

He was right. There was no need to be so restrained in life.

She walked toward the sink and glanced at her reflection in the mirror. Her delicate features were enhanced by the light makeup, her eyes shimmering. The captivating allure made her look like an enchanting fox spirit. The spring sunlight of late April was in full bloom, and the scenery outside was lush and green.

Her eyes shifted to the two towels hanging on the rack.

Ruan Qingqing pursed her lips slightly.

After hesitating for only two seconds, she reached out and picked up one of them.

This towel... had Ji Mu used it?

For a fleeting moment, she felt she could understand why those perverted men on the news would steal women's underwear.

Just the thought of every inch of Ji Mu's skin being intimately wiped by that towel made her feel an involuntary surge of heat.

Her heart immediately began to beat out of control. Before she realized it, her entire flushed face was deeply buried in the towel. Her ample, full chest heaved violently, and she breathed heavily through her delicate nose, her limited air gradually running out.

Ruan Qingqing felt like she was about to die. She was dying of hypoxia, suffocating under a young man's breath.

Yet her hands never relaxed in the slightest.

It was as if she wouldn't stop until she had absorbed all of his breath.

"Mu... mmph..."

If you want to, just do it.

After all, there's no need to hold back in life.

So this time, she decided to face her desires head-on.

"Mu Mu..."

That feeling of emptiness and loneliness came back, just like every night when she wanted to be satisfied. With her last bit of remaining sanity, Ruan Qingqing struggled to lock the door.

Just thinking about what she was going to do in his house... Besides, they were only a few meters apart... The feeling of forbidden taboo was like a compressed spring. With the slightest relaxation, it would bounce back with several times the pressure.

Tiny electric currents coursed through every part of her body, making her feel weak and unable to stand.

It was an experience she had never had before.

Very daring and also very... exciting.

Mu Mu...

I don’t want to be like this.

But if I don’t, what if I lose control in front of you later?

You’ll understand me... right?

Silent murmurs filled the air.

Silence filled the bathroom as she leaned against the door, face flushed, skirt lifting slightly…

They say that liking someone means wanting to sleep with them. You want to share the ordinary and the extraordinary with that person, to go through the highs and lows together. Even if countless days and nights pass and you find yourself at your desk late at night, you won't let the memories slip away as you flip through the pages of the past.

This... is what it means to love someone.

…

[Forum Help Post]

[Wild Boy: I need urgent advice. If your best friend of the opposite sex accidentally wet themselves in your house, how do you ease the embarrassment? Asking for a friend.]

???

[First comment: Are you sure it was wetting her pants and not something else? 🤔]

[Second comment: The opposite sex? And a friend? If it's not a bro, you should go for it!]

[Third comment: This is easy, just run up to her and say, "You don't want anyone else to know about this, right?"]

[Fourth Comment: To the Japanese commenter above, please control yourself.]

[Fifth Comment: How can no one notice the main point here! The girl went to the poster's house! I say, instead of worrying about alleviating the embarrassment, think about making something happen with her...]

Ji Mu shut his phone with a sigh. "Damn forum users, they are useless at critical moments."

Ji Mu could only ask the invincible strategist for advice.

"System, do you have any suggestions?"

The system puffed itself up with self-importance.

[Host, we must consider this from multiple angles instead of focusing solely on the immediate issue.]

[In my opinion, Ruan Qingqing did not wet her skirt at all.]

"Oh?" Ji Mu asked, "Then what is that puddle on the chair?"

[Ha, of course, that is...]

The system calmly said two words.

[Sweat! Liquid!]

This... Ji Mu hesitated. "System, how can you be sure?"

[What, you don't believe me?]

The system snorted coldly.

[If you really don't believe me, you can lick it. It will definitely taste salty!]

Besides seawater, there are other liquids in the world that are salty.

Shh, I'm talking about sweat 🤫 Ji Mu: "......."

Crazy, who would lick that stuff?

Oh, except for some questionable male protagonists.

Skeptically, he grabbed some tissues and wiped the chair. Bringing them closer, he sniffed…

No odor.

Could it really be sweat?

But there's a lot of it.

[What's the big deal? The female lead has an unusual constitution, so it's normal for her to sweat more than others].

The system mocked him for being inexperienced.

[Short hair, short knowledge.]

Ji Mu was speechless after being mocked.

Who would think of this? Normally, people would think it was a case of wetting their pants, right?

[It's mainly because you were too strict when supervising the female lead's homework earlier, even stricter than an invigilator!]

The system kept talking.

[The female lead is a fragile little flower, so she must have felt immense pressure.]

[It's understandable that she sweated nervously afterward.]

Ah, so... In the end, this was his fault?

"I just wanted to help that stupid girl improve her grades. Is that wrong?"

Ji Mu felt more wronged than Dou E.

[It's not that you're wrong, host, but we need to be gentle.] 

[You know, like the passive ability of male leads in romance anime.] 

[The main goal is to make the female lead happier. Being so strict would make everyone feel stressed.]

The system advised seriously.

[Of course, being serious isn't bad.] 

[But being gentle and making the female protagonist feel better can help us do our jobs more smoothly.]

Ji Mu fell silent.

…The system had a point.

After a moment of thought, he nodded. "Alright... let's try it your way."

After all, the system was an advanced AI. Following its advice should be foolproof!

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