Tales of a Seductress

TOAD – Chapter 87

Whatever the state I existed in, this state Bahamut called Nirvana, wasn’t really part of any physical plan. As the dragon forced his considerable girth inside me, it wasn’t like my body was split open. I could feel his massive cock filling me up, but I wasn’t restrained by the limitations of my body anymore. I could take all of him into me. It was both a familiar feeling and something completely new. I spread my legs wide and accepted it as it reached deep inside my very essence.

“Mmmpphfff…” I let out an orgasmic moan and my mind went back to Phoenix rebirth.

How could I not, facing something so large? I was also already in this so-called state of Nirvana. My body was completely relaxed. In this strange state, something in me started to change. It felt like a bubble growing deep inside me, but it slowly rose upward and outward, filling me up until I thought I would explode. At that moment, it erupted.

[You have purified your soul. Phoenix Rises has been activated. Nervonic Rebirth has begun.]

Title Obtained: Arhat

+50 Endurance, +100 Physical and Mental Resistance, 5X experience where experience is earned

The notices came flooding in with all kinds of information. I started to realize things I hadn’t understood before. Since coming to this world, my emotions had been slowly torn away. I had accepted skill upon skill until the point where I became numb, unable to feel anything. I didn’t care whether my body was flailed alive, penetrated to death, or even gang raped. I cared about other people even less.

I had slowly allowed my attachments to drift away, one after another. I had abandoned hope and happiness, lovers and pleasure, family, and friends. I had simultaneously become sensitive to everything but could feel nothing. Then, with Father Isaac’s final cleansing, I was able to touch upon Nirvana. Yet, even then, it was only a glimpse of it.

It wasn’t until Bahamut revealed to me the truth that I could finally let go of my last earthy desire. It was the revelation that I had no purpose. I had held onto the hope that I had been brought to that world to accomplish something, but Bahamut finally removed that lingering doubt in my mind. With that, I was finally able to let go of my physical body, and when Bahamut penetrated me, my soul separated from my body completely.

That series of events unexpectedly allowed me to detach from that world. With detachment, I became vaguely aware of my body still within the physical plane. There were a group of men surrounding me in the backroom of the church. They had broken into the church, and true to Bahamut’s words, they had slain Father Isaac and were now tying me up. Although my soul was no longer in my body and I could feel nothing, my body was technically still alive. I was merely a dead weight that they couldn’t wake up. They presumed it was from whatever drugs Father Isaac had slipped me to perform his impromptu genital mutilation.

The group of invaders was dressed in black, but what I could see of them appeared to be a mixture of demons and humans. Was this a betrayal of the Demon King? I couldn’t tell through my distant observation, but I also no longer cared. I had finally reached true Nirvana, and my mind had become completely at peace. The sensitivity my body always felt merged with the numbness. In the end, what I felt was peace.

With Bahamut’s claws wrapped around my naked body, his dick deep within me, I seemed to obtain enlightenment. Would a girl like me find it any other way?

“Hmm…” Bahamut seemed to notice the change in my body, stopping his thrust for a moment. “I had intended to shock your body back into the physical world. I never imagined this would help you fall deeper into Nirvana. You truly are an interesting creature.”

I giggled. “You don’t need to play word games with me anymore. I understand now. I think I’ve always been heading for this moment. It feels like every loss was intended to bring me to this state of having nothing. You were just the final key. The last time you entered me was the beginning of my rebirth. It’s only natural that you’d accompany me through my nervonic rebirth as well.”

“Is that what this is?” He asked, looking down at me thoughtfully.

“You realize it, don’t you?” I asked. “The opportunity that had presented itself?”

“You speak of rebirth.” Bahamut frowned.

I gave a coy shrug. “You were an immortal being. You existed for as long as this world had people. You can’t tell me that handing everything over to Oberon wasn’t an act of desperation.”

“Of course, this was my world and the world of the dragons long before Oberon appeared.” Bahamut mused. “By the end of my life, he was the only candidate capable of taking on my power.”

“If only the hero hadn’t interrupted him…” I responded thoughtfully.

Bahamut slowly shook his head. “No, the ceremony was already a failure before. The hero’s interruption ensured my death, but Oberon could not contain my power from the beginning.”

“Oh?” I asked although I had already concluded with the new flood of information. “So, what about his upcoming attempt?”

“He will partially succeed. It will allow him to reach level 100 as he predicted, but he will never become a true god. At best, he’ll be a stopgap, delaying the inevitable decline of that world for a few thousand years until his death.”

“That’s probably enough for him.” I mused. “He gets to play god for a few thousand years, and then when he dies it really won’t matter what he leaves behind.”

“Hmph…” Bahamut responded, although his eyes seemed to be lost in thought.

“Isn’t it time we stop cutting around the bush? My body is in trouble, after all.” I could sense it being jarred around in the back of a wagon. It wasn’t the first time I had been hogtied naked in that back of one of those, but this time I had no clue how far they were traveling or what they’d do with my body once they got there.”

“Back to… rebirth.”

“You already know my disposition is special. It’s why Oberon picked me.”

“And you would betray Oberon, after everything?”

“Oberon has done nothing but select me for his use,” I responded with an unpleasant twist of my lips. “I’m nothing more than an incubator for his children, an idol side-project to his great plan.”

“You would be nothing but an incubator to my child as well.”

“I’d be the vessel for the rebirth of the dragon god,” I responded. “I’d be the future of this world, the real future, not some demi-god’s pet project.”

As I spoke, I put my hand gently onto the scaley neck of Bahamut. He no longer seemed intimidating or powerful to me. Instead, it felt like we were on the same level. He looked at me expressionlessly for a time, but he finally gave a nod.

“Then it seems like our fates are entwined.” He went to shove himself into me again, but I pushed against his neck stopping him for a second.

“Wait a moment, let’s make this a bit more enjoyable.” I closed my eyes, and when I opened them again his body had changed a bit.

He was no longer a massive, towering dragon hovering over me, but a large robust man instead. He didn’t look completely human. I wasn’t the kind of girl who needed a human to find pleasure. I had pleasured myself with so many monsters over the last year that my sense of attraction was completely upturned. I remembered once being grossed out by the idea of furry, but now I wouldn’t hesitate to fuck an animal if the mood was right.

As a result, I had only adjusted his proportions to make him more manageable, and his face, as I was a sucker for a pretty face. He had massive dragon wings on his back. His knee joints were inverted and came to massive claws. His hands similarly had claws on them. His body was covered in hard scales. As for his dick, I didn’t change that at all. It looked a bit comical given it was ½ his height in length, but since most of that girth was inside me, I didn’t mind at all.

“Are you done?” His draconic eyes which remained unchanged from the age and wisdom they previously contained flashed.

I giggled, draping my arms over his wide, scaley shoulders. “Of course.”

Was he an illusion? In this world of Nirvana, illusion and reality blended. In a way, the dream world and Nirvana were the same. As I said, it was like I had always been heading for this place. In the same way, I wasn’t bound by the physical limits of my body, neither was he. We were just two wayward souls meeting in a transcended state. One of us was just visiting, while the other was a shadow, the remaining will left over from an ageless deity.

At that moment, we connected our souls. The first time he penetrated me, it had been for shock. He intended to ground me back to reality. This time our intentions were different. We planned to merge ourselves, becoming one. No matter how I thought about it, it seemed the best choice for both of us. There was no point in resisting. His massive member pushed back into me again, returning to the thrusting movements that rocked my soul to the core.

My mind went blank with ecstasy as his cock filled me up. I could feel every ridge and vein in his shaft, not to mention the muscles that flexed around it. Each sensation made me quiver and shake, as I felt myself being filled up so completely, a feeling that a mere cock had never been able to produce before. The pleasure was almost too much, and yet I craved it, each time begging for more.

The dragon god spoke in a deep, rumbling voice that shook the very earth beneath us. "We are one."

It was the most beautiful thing I had ever heard. I knew that tears were running down my face. I never cried during sex. Well, I cried from pain and ecstasy, but never from emotions. These were emotions I thought I could no longer feel, but since reaching Nirvana, I realized my body was finally becoming complete. A part of that completeness was the beast on top of me. His massive thing completed me in every way.

Even though our lives were separated by decades, Bahamut and I had a destiny together that transcended things like time. I was completely lost in the physical sensations of what was happening between us. My body was screaming out to be filled over and over as he thrust on top of me.  When he pulled me into his arms, his claws grabbing my back, I fell completely into his embrace. I let him take control, the instincts that had always told me to remain in charge disappearing. As our bodies moved together, our souls merge in a beautiful cacophony of bliss.

At some point, I had ended up on top of him, straddling his hips. His legs were spread wide, and I could feel the heat of his skin searing through my clothes and burning its way into my body. With a mental command, I summoned a familiar ethereal whip in this place, and it snuck its way around us, seemingly being controlled like a tentacle to my whim. It wrapped around the pair of us, tying us together in a mutually bandaged state.

His entire upper half was covered in scales, except his face and his giant wings. As I rubbed my breasts against his scaled chest, I noticed that the scales on his chest were slightly rougher than those on his lower half. As I rubbed my nipples up and down his rough chest, it caused irritation and pleasure to shoot through my body.

He reached up with one hand and caressed the side of my cheek, pressing down hard enough to leave marks. He licked his lips at the sight of my red lips and then kissed me again. But this time, he didn't just kiss me. He bit down gently on my lower lip and sucked my tongue inside his mouth. His teeth were sharp, but far gentler than any human's had ever been. I hadn't even felt them break the skin, and yet they left behind a small puncture wound. But it still sent a jolt of pleasure shooting through my body, and my already damp pussy grew wetter.

He started to thrust into me harder and harder. His cock was so thick that there wasn't any room for my body to move freely, forcing me to hold onto him for dear life. The whip had wrapped around us many times, growing a seemingly infinite width as it squeezed us together. Our bodies moved as one, I could feel his breath hot on my neck, almost tickling my ear.

"We are one," he repeated.

Then the moment came. We both knew it. Something was going to happen. Was this the moment when we would meet?

I don't know how long it lasted, but after what seemed like an eternity, we began moving faster and faster. His hands moved to my hips, gripping tightly, and his cock began pumping in and out of me with such force that I wanted to scream. But the sound was trapped within my head. All I could do was moan, cry out, and beg for more.

I felt my orgasm building. It was bigger and stronger than anything I had ever experienced before, and I couldn't believe that my body was producing this amount of pleasure all on its own. Then, without warning, everything slowed down. I felt my insides tighten up, causing my legs to shudder. My toes curled. And then I screamed as I convulsed in pleasure, and the dragon god pushed himself inside me. I could feel his seed fill my womb.

"We are one," he whispered one last time.

I could feel the heat inside my womb. After being impregnated countless times by demons, I had already gained a good sense of when the pregnancy took. In this case, I was certain my body was being impregnated with his seed. It burned deep inside me, giving me a sensation of being more complete than I had ever felt before. The world around me began to spin, and the state of Nirvana I had found so peaceful began to fall away. I tried desperately to cling to the dragon god, but to my shock, Bahamut had disappeared. The last remnants of his will were gone, used to create the seed inside me.

I had reached my highest point, but as Nirvana broke away, I began my fall.