I Love Destroying Worlds' Plot [BL]

The God of Destruction sighed as he saw the reaction of his family members. He knew they would act in such a way. That's why he never wanted to tell them anything about the primordial past. For him, his first life was something he never wanted. Something humiliating, and at the time, he was the most powerless. That's why Hei Anjin hated his first life. In this era, he only cares for his parents, who were fooled by his grandparents, allowing him to suffer for the longest time. He hated his weak self, and he hated that he couldn't even protect the only person who was born for his sake.

Hei Anjing continued telling stories about his past while his family of this era listened. Though he removed most details, the Sovereign of Life and Death, as well as the God of Space, had their own guesses. However, just the fact that he, the God of Destruction, wasn't able to live past three years old greatly pissed them off. It wouldn't be a surprising fact for the Mo family to start hunting ancient gods because of the story of their past.

He said, "There isn't much about the rest of the story. In the end, the two factions among the ancient gods had to make a decision: whether to kill me or not. The reason for this was because the Ancient God of Chaos, Hunluan, and An Shizhe, the World Eater, noticed that they were scheming against them and directly checked on him, only to find the house they had in the Ancient Star empty, and attacked the Ancient Gods on the Primordial Star."

"Knowing that the Ancient God of Chaos, Hunluan, is back, the Ancient God made a decision, forcing him to kill An Shizhe, whom they all hated, in exchange for my life. I killed myself, as that's the only way I could protect them at that time. However, such a move was the worst decision that was made. In the end, he had become the World Eater for that reason, and that incident was the beginning of everything. The day An Shizhe first became crazy."

"But aren't Ancient Gods immortal? Why didn't you come back to life?" The God of Space, Hei Jue, asked.

The Sovereign God of Life and Death, Mo Baojun, said, "It only meant his death had affected not only his vessel but also his soul, and he is unable to fully revive himself."

"There is also that reason, and the other is… I don't want to be revived," Hei Anjing said. "This is all that my first life entails."

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On the other hand, at the corner of the throne hall.

The Sovereign God of Light and Creation, Shen Siwang; the God of Void and Darkness, Ye Xiajie; and the Lord God of the Nether System, An Liang, were eavesdropping on the conversation of their spouses and were speechless by the events that unfolded during the primordial era, especially those events that involved the God of Destruction. No wonder the Mo Clan was born with a high tolerance of pain. Because their origin had lost all those senses when he was tortured at such a young age.

Shen Siwang asked, "Did you know all of this, Xia?"

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Ye Xiajie, who just got that part of his memories restored, nods his head with a frown. He also hated himself at that time. He is simply too weak and can only watch the person who gave him life suffer all kinds of agony and pain. He couldn't help him block the pain, and all he could do was accompany him. Because he didn't have his own body, because he lived in the same body, he was helpless. He couldn't even bear the same pain. Because his beloved took away all his pain, just so he could never feel it.

He said, "Brother, don't ask about that anymore."

Feeling remorseful, worse than he had no choice but to kill his wife in the last stage of the first trial, Shen Siwang and An Liang no longer asked about the current situation. They asked about the egg of gluttony instead.

Lord God An Liang asked, "A'Ye, you said that egg just now was the egg of gluttony. But before you could already use the power of gluttony, how come you say that it wasn't your power before?"

"The power of gluttony I was using before was Jing'er's. He asked his power of gluttony to strengthen against the soul fragments of the World Eater because he wasn't in the state to always be at my side," said the Sovereign God of Void and Darkness.

Shen Siwang said, "As the child of Hunluan and An Shizhe, it is only right that he possess the same ability as his parents. Then that egg was given to you by the world-eater himself? What kind of person is he?"

"Is he like history had recorded? Cruel, murderous, and crazy?" Lord God An Liang asked.

Ye Xiajie said, "Honestly, he is similar to Jing'er. In a way, he is merciless towards his enemies and likes to treat his enemies as prey instead of equals. With how powerful he is, I suppose that is normal. He sees them as toys, though."

Shen Siwang and An Liang's thoughts: 'What do you mean by similar? Aren't they completely the same!? As expected of the father and son.'

The two glance at the God of Destruction, not far from them. Seeing his innocent and clear eyes and recalling the memories when they saw him toy with his enemies as entertainment, and then finally imagining the World Eater they haven't met at all, they can somehow imagine what kind of person An Shizhe is. If he acts crazy while not losing his mind, he would be exactly like the God of Destruction they know.

Lord God An Liang asked, "What kind of power is the gluttony that has to be hatched from an egg? Is it not an ordinary ability?"

"No. It's a power with ego and intelligence like the Eternal Ice and Hell Flames," said Ye Xiajie.

Hearing that gluttony possesses its own intelligence says it all. This is a power that can think for itself and can also follow one's command. It would be loyal to its owner and be capable of growing stronger. Much more, it would most likely be able to talk.

Shen Siwang, with a serious expression, said, "There was a time you told me that you met another version of yourself who had shown you a past from the primordial times using your real face, and you thought it was another part of yourself. Is that Xiao Jing'er's gluttony lending its power to you?"

"How did Brother know?" The God of Void asked.

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The Sovereign God of Light and Creation, Shen Siwang, said, "Brat, I've watched Xiao Jing'er grow with my wife. I know what kind of person he is. He is at the same intelligence level as my wife, adding the fact that he likes schemes and is sly by nature. He is the type that is hard to crack. Almost everything in his life had been planned. Simple mysteries and pain were just a part of his entertainment. However, he loses his rationality and calmness only at one time. Every single time it involves you… So, I don't think it's a lie when he said he loves you the most. A 'Mo' can only love one person in their whole life. This is a trait that was engraved in the lineage of the Mo Bloodline. There is one thing you should never do."

"What should I never do?" asked the God of Void.

Shen Siwang answered, "Never question their love. That's one of the most painful things for them, aside from the death of his other half."

Seeing his younger brother fall dazed, he realized that this fool most likely had done it. He couldn't help but hit him on the back of his head. After all, even though his wife, Mo Baojun, is his top priority, he treated Hei Anjing no differently than his own son. This is a child he and Mo Baojun watch grow up from when he was a toddler to the present. Though partially because they were afraid that he would recall the death of the God of Void, who lost his life saving him when he was just a baby, they had watched over him.

Maybe when Hei Anjing grew up and left their side, they should have realized that the young man had his full memories of his brother's first death and that it was never sealed as they expected. They just didn't notice, as Hei Anjing is extremely good at controlling his emotions. Maybe his thoughts were full of guilt. Knowing that it was because of him that the God of Void lost his life at that time. To keep the Vearth, a world created by him and the God of Void, safe, Hei Anjing voluntarily went to the cosmos battlefield. He continues to protect the world while waiting for his brother to be reincarnated.

Just thinking about this made the Sovereign God of Light and Creation feel that this careless brother of his doesn't seem to fit the child he watched grow up, and it annoyed him.

The God of Void complains, "Brother, why did you hit me?"

"Nothing. I feel a bit annoyed seeing how careless you are with your actions. Come home with us tonight. I had informed the family, and your children are waiting for you and Xiao Jing'er. You can stay a bit longer this time, can't you?" Shen Siwang asked.

Ye Xiajie said, "Yes. Jing'er will decide when to descend. For now, we aren't in a hurry to leave."

"That's good. Let's go. Big brother and Sian-ge had returned home just to see you two today," said Mo Baojun.

All of them head to the Mo family's territory, where the rest of their family members are waiting for them to return. They also wanted to celebrate, as today was also the day Hei Anjing returned home completely healed. They will also throw a celebration at home.